hmm...

we got our Science and Maths and History results thursday

i don't care what you got,let me bitch about them D:

i failed A.Maths.grrr,sucks.

Physics A1

Chem and E.Maths A2

History was a pass,but really average marks.still a C5.

haha,my humans still sucks.ya.
my A.Maths even worse.

oh,and i lost like 12-16 marks due to careless mistakes in E.Maths.and because of blanks i lost 10 marks in the Chem paper,and i had 1/2 mark left to an A1!!

what boring results.

all because of minor stuff i didn't get the A1.grr.

what the hell.i have nothing better to do now but scrutinize my incompetence,i guess. and work muchmuch harder, start to get geared up for O levels. if not June hols, then when? yeah, and stop being so careless.

ohmygod speaking of June,

half a year has passed already?:x

darn,it felt like it passed too fast.not the "time-flies-when-you're-having-fun" too fast, but the "argh,-itwentbyinsuchaflash-i-didn't-get-to-enjoy-it/don't-feel-fulfilled-enough"

nono,this is my last year before O's,must savour time and enjoy my secondary school days><

(*cough*even though kranji secondary sch sux)

my last yr before i say goodbye to childhood and focus on where and how i want to go after school!nooo,i don't want to say good bye to childhood D:
somebody bring me out :P

oh,so in school we didn't really do much

exam script check

Kranji Idol

lol,which was 1 sec four versus the rest of the contestants sec one's.

i woted for the girl with 'Because Of You' by Kelly Clarkson.though she had some flaws,the way

she hit those high notes and haunting lyrics,made my hair stand man :)

then we went for the eCareers.sg thing again

got the exact same artsy-fartsy,unstable-paying occupations again,aha. "Author,Journalist,Museum/Art Curator,Film Editor,Musician,Composer"lalala...

what do you think?match me?:D

hmm,these jobs where you must have a passion in that area or else you need not apply.

but i still don't know what i truly want to be:P

always thinking of,owner of a discreet but comfy cafe for teens to chill-out in with good food and wireless,something i own and can add stuff to.or musician,either collaborating with friends and performing,enjoying the live-performer life and listening to live music alike. or teaching at a music school,satisfied with seeing my aspiring musicians grow.but always seeing safe office or journalism/data-involving job,high and stable salary.like accountant,secretary,data reporter...

of course,i can also do something on the side,part-time.

i seriously don't want/need fame,competition for status/rank.but just satisfaction for what i do.

then there was a talk on skincare

HAHA.

some boys actually looked interested in the talk though.hmm...

but most of us at the back were doing our own thing and crapping away.

and then there was band

long time since i've stepped into the band room

was abit chaos at first and like,not sure what to do with no instructions :P
sad,felt abit empty that my file was emptied and there were not a single score in it.

we sampled some songs like "Earth,Wind,Fire...","High School Musical3"(ee..),and some Rock medley with hits like You Give Love A Bad Name(Bon Jovi).

our sight-reading sucked man!:P

Lol!

it's a veryvery long time since i've sight-read.then i ended up making up my own beat and anyhow play--

Allen also another one,never play--

paiseh,our sec one's were sitting among us..

whoa,feel so slacker...

hehe,i miss having Taipei(ok,PeiWen) sitting beside me.(oi oi)

even though i'm not as good in comparison

it's how i know what's the standard set,how i'm supposed to sound like,blablabla...

sitting beside a senior makes you improve

now we're on our own.

grr,whatever,must stop being incompetent and useless.(lol!)
haha,

yay,Allen's playing the short Green Hills Fantasy solo,not me xD

standing up,yo! Be a man,Allen:D or rather,the one and only man of the Bb Clarinet section.

lol,wth?

at least to even out,i'm playing the higher holding notes:P (breathe,i must breathe!)

oh,and we got our class tees

this is the front

(it's supposed to be >:( not >:< ,darn)

this is the back

never mind,i shall be polite and accept my class tee as it is(:

anyway...

someone thought i was a prefect!

HAHAHAHAHA.

nice one,Sherlyn xD

seriously,do i look or act like one?

i like,break 4 uniform rules daily(ankle socks,check.),don't abide obediently to school rules, tampered with school property(hehe,let's leave that a secret),never in time to school(ahem!but i'm on time:D ooh,wanna see my late warning slip?i still keep it),don't acknowledge my teachers' presence much(hmph,i'll greet them if they earn my respects.or if they're chummy.or if i care.lol)etc,etc...

do i give off any prefect vibe?i don't see ):

haha,was a prefect only a loong time ago.Primary4,noob Junior Prefect,no duty partner and was forced to do my duty without any assistance,had 10min of recess everyday.

grr,sucks right?to put a naive inexperienced 10-yr-old to prefectorial obligations and expect her to scold people and block off a seemingly harmless staircase alone.pressure.

so i quitted.wahahaha.

it was actually a brave thing to do.because it's like paiseh and i actually regretted it at first. but i don't like it,so why should i stay?

lol,wth,HongZhi actually clapped for me when i dared to admit that i wanted to quit xD

whom,i wonder how he's doing now.HwaChong guy,strings ensemble.cool(:

i wonder how my other ex-schmates are doing.

haha,i bet i'm lagging alot behind them.

what to do?i was forced to come to a school i didn't even considered going to.giving up having MRT trips to school and hanging out at further places, and probably,that sch had better standards? then i totally regretted my life.

grr,what to do man.

this post is so long...

i don't like:(

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