LAST POST PLEASE.

okay term3 started
i guess i totally burned my holidays
planned alot and in the end they didn't happen
whoa,we have extra lessons almost everyday now,starting next wk
PE is once a wk,two periods,which is a relief!less lugging around my uniform.but it's quite sian though,Mr Andy Kong's not teaching us any sports.so we sit around doing our own stuff.
i want to learn volleyball!
even though i'm very noob at it!
quite scared of the really high balls=X

for Malay we're doing lessons in the band room temporarily
damn,made me feel like having band.
Cikgu sort of gave us a motivational talk for the 1st lesson lol
of course there's the reference to me abt my lousy overall results agn
but i don't expect any credit even though i improved in my sch work alot more this yr
hmm,i just don't do well for mother tongue--
it's just bizzarely harder for me to absorb new words or think of words when i'm writing.while for English,grammar just feel instinct and words flow out easily.i don't think as much...
my english is not great either though.
i come from a neighborhood school,i talk like one too!

English was a drag today.
I miss sec2 english lessons with MsTang
Ms Low didn't come for maths.Mr Loh relieved us.
i tell you,that old man is nuts--

did you watch the Asian Youth Games Opening Ceremony?
how embarrassing.for a country that has a substantially,erm,generally(?) grand and well-crafted NDP to host an opening ceremony like that for an international event.involving youths.and it was that lame.
the mascot,the quote bubbles,the half-hour spastic audience participation the draggy emcee made them do(raise your flag up,and down,up,and down!),the theme song..............................
the performances weren't really great or insteresting either.sorry.
i liked the part where the athletes came out the most i guess.
the opening and closing ceremony of the Commonwealth Games held last yr at Dubai,that was fantastic.really grand and just,cool.
please,if this kind of sub-standard performances by Singapore continues to Youth Olympics next year,i think the migration figures of the Singaporean population will shoot up:P

oh,and it's such a pity Micheal Jackson passed away:/
it's like the deaths of prominent and influential people in the media when it feels like they were so alive,and there goes the news telling you otherwise and reminding you that everyone dies one day,another star fallen out of the sky.
like Steve Irwin.

okay,i saw 11:11pm for i dunno,the third or fourth time this month
hmm.
and i had another dream about an Eb clarinet 0_o
this time it was the size of a pencil,higher-pitched,hard to finger,mouthpiece like an oboe reed.

i have pictures!
and i finally got SYFF ones!

MEMEME:DD
i want to pinch myself x)

the wolverine fist was a coincidence.
i remember when i was small,i used to suck the two middle fingers.(yeah,the rocker hand sign)they just tasted better to me,i don't know why.

i got bored at home,so i decided to bring out my artistic prowess and play with food:)


went to KL this holiday

clockwise:me,KakLut's Javachip-something-frappe,Shiqah's caramel frappe,my vanilla frappe,choco banana pie(not great actually),tiramisu-in-a-cup.

we didn't shop sadly.but we did our hair:

i cut and treated mine,KakLut dyed hers

it's blur so my fringe looks curly

my dear sister

sweet dreams.

SYFiesta'09 clarinets(:

except Allen's one,sorry!

omg,everyone looks unglam in this photo:P

post-GreenHillsFantasy,my fringe was pinned up

outside the Rpublic Poly with eldest sister

this is Eugene and me and KakLut

with my sis again

i met my seniors!

foreground:PeiWen,Syahirah,Evelyn

i look tall:3

how sweet(: they gave us flowers

my sister takes photos like some stalker sia

random sky picture
those are condos near Lot1

okay.

so i took out some parts of my visible posts that i don't want to see.

so that this end i leave behind won't feel so bitter.

over the years,i find out of more and more people who read my blog and whom told me in real life but never tagged.and i bet there are loads more silent readers.(hey,you) especially with the heavy networks of links.

look at that,i didn't have the comp for abt a week+ and the site visits shoot up from about 500+ to 700!

(i don't think i wrote anything sensational,did i?TT)

and i've come to realise i'm kind of a lousy blogger

in a sense of erm,etiquette?

i reveal too much.and sometimes comment insensitively,feigning blissful ignorance to my unseen audience and enjoying my criticism.(oops,i just did that above)

and you know what?i don't like my blog.

LOL.

i guess it is because,as i have mentioned above,i do not know at what depth are the number of readers or how regularly they read this blog.and it gives me discomfort i guess.especially with how much you can find out about what i think.that's what i blog about.

and the fact that there's a lot of unhappiness and deep brooding and bitching about life in my blog:P

and sometimes i don't like what i read.

what do YOU think of my blog anyway?zzz,boring and draggy and long,right?nothing groundbreaking and full of critical thinking or entertaining or spam photos of celebrities girls drool over or whatever.(never like uploading photos through blogger)

and despite having a more private blog,i still blog here,which is just bizzare,maybe it's because i actually just want to share my opinions and daily events.

but i think i'm in a mood to keep my posts to solitude and privacy.

so yes,

i will be moving on to write about my mediocre life in Kranji Secondary School(:P) and thoughts somewhere else.

HOPEFULLY this time i will leave this blog peacefully and permanently.

keep this as the last post

not like what i'm doing right now(see previous post)

as i've mentioned for the hundredth time,don't go finding for me.

till then i leave condemned silence.