i feel so language-incompetent xP
i'm surrounded by damn expressive ppl(i dun mean that in a vulgar way)
read my blood member's blogs
and my other sis w/o blog is orally very expressive
and frm primary sch hav been 'competing' with two obnoxious twins(hahaha,you know who) in
english and cheemness

i hav long given up doing that after my english dropped..
while they and also other primary sch friends'(eg Audrey) English are flourishing...
just read their displayed essays!
and my compos this yr are all shitty?
and my sisters were all in higher mother toungue,*shameshame*-_-
and me??
C's and B's for malay!native language!
my sister can get A2 for english
wad's stopping me:(

i stopped writing lame poems
and gd+refreshingly-expressive compos
and i am the least articulate in the family

ARRGH...
i feel so incompetent and potentially-challenged:(
i need inspiration:P
the only way i stand out of my sisters is my,erm,musical interest(interest only,ability can be developed by anyone,yeah?)
and amount of schs i appealed out of-_-
and lame-ness
and messiness(i can be organised when i WANT to..just that it is not often recognised..)
and i inherited some temper
maybe i just didn inherit much brains?D:
no no...
boliao..
at least im the tallest
YAY
*temporary happiness*
sigh

what weakens you makes you stronger+_+
must persevere!!!