hmm..
why am i still posting here?=/ haha nvm.

so we're having common tests this wk
ohoho.
i'm scared for tomorrow xp
english and science..
quite cool for science.starting to understand physics?
but i'm totally nervous for english.
what if i get stuck TT
why do we need to LEARN making a totally proper speech?
with so many freaking steps and ways to evaluate your marks?
GSABTO?PEEJ?
all the political leaders of the world would be too square.
oh wait,they already are.
if i were an adult and i am making a speech(ha.) i would never look back on my notes to refer to anything.
everybody knows you start a speech with greeting your public or surprising them with an attention-grabber.
elaborate,then tell them more details and carry on.
and i think the best speeches made are the spontaneous ones.the ones in movies where they are on stage to say something and don't know what to say but end up making a sensational statement:P
things that sound so rehearsed end up not so reaching to the audience don't they?
being totally proper and bogging a speech with so many details like the ones they teach us to write makes me yawn as an audience TT
sigh,MOE.

and all of a sudden i'm listening to songs i thought i'd never listen to again
ripping albums to the computer when all of a sudden i find myself listening to emo Avril Lavigne songs which i thought i grew out of being emo of =/
and i suddenly feel like listening to Yellowcard's "Only One"
ahah.
another phase..

and yesterday we brought guitars to sch just to find that they were irrelevant to our day TT
Mr Qal ah..
ergh,purposely want us to suffer aching shoulders right?
and then all of a sudden people chose to return me books i lent,of all days the day before exam when i wld be clearing the stuff under my table:B
luckily Monkey's locker had some space to spare,yay.
imagine if i were to carry a big origami book,plus the inconveniently-paper malay dictionary,plus a guitar on my shoulder,plus my clarinet to practice at home,not forgetting my overstuffed crumpler on my shoulder..
whoa.
and it was also the day when Monkey stepped into the really stuffed band store room tagging along while i borrow instrument.and tried the clarinet but failed to do so because of my lousy embrochure theory of the clarinet.lol.
feels strange having a non-band member in the store room.like having a visitor to your home?ha
then when i came back home my cousin plus her toddlers Sarah and Syakil visited.
then i had to think of ways to entertain them so i let them draw,and play some puzzles and blow the recorder(regret!) and altogether mess up the study room hoho
Sarah drew a picture of "me"(a girl in pink colour pencil),a cat(Cookie i suppose,but the stick-like legs are too skinny for that furbag:D),and a "boyfriend".
Lol!
which is a boy with spiky hair drawn in blue colour pencil.
that's what she called it xD
then after that she took the drawing paper out and drew me again, a cat,and a fish in a bowl.
then after playing some puzzles she painted gothic stuff.
really xD
Harmonica with fangs,faces(ppl) that look like momok,and ok arh,a butterfly.
all was in black and red.hmm(:

and i'm done with my words for now
got to go mug:D D:
after 11.30am tomorrow the worst will be over and i might even be able to practice clarinet in between revision!
yesh..
after exams i shall treat myself to sweets><

okay goodnight

oh P.S. countdown to 20082008 xD
7!