sigh..
wad a sadsad week

yesterday
29th feb,such a romantic date;a leap day
anyhow
was sirshai's last day with us
so there was sorta a Farewell "Party"
at first we were all happyhappy eating buffet at canteen
then we went back up
and everyone in the band room was like crying
sirbadrul,teachers,alumni,bandmembers..
but got some who didn cry la
like,sec1's and a few
for me,i felt a great emptiness dug into my heart
felt very broody
no more sirchai and his sexy electric guitar and saxo and motor bike and lame jokes and evrything...
omg,we're going to miss him so much :(
we all dun wan him to go..

and junior band days wun be the same
we'll all be having to adjust to his absence
and to the expectations of the new co-conductor
and for me,i need to smile more,says sir
haha
i dunno how i'll do that coz i dun realise that i dun smile much but i'll try la?(:

and
they changed the seating arrangements
i dun sit by the window anymore,i sit one chair away frm it
and omg,i'm seperated frm monkey ><
this is so wrong,u noe!>:(
NinjaTurtle and Monkey must be together!
and now i sit beside Emmanuel
and behind JonathanChua D:
it's so torturous man
fuck...
i'll go crazy
Emman is funny la,but it's super frustrating to sit beside him
and sit near JonChua
no comment.

and next wk is COMMON TEST
damn
i dun feel prepared
i feel worried and slightly breathless when i think of it
for eng and ml
i like,lack practice and exposure man
pressure><

soo..
yea..
dun be surprised if i get very silent and broody this wk
it's been a rough past few days